I love...

Julie London.

Jealously...

is such an ugly thing. I've been hurt by it and I have also experienced it. It sickens me then leads to mild depression. Oh world, what else is in for me?

Art by Harrison

Another Day

Today

was a very good day.

This guy..

is my best friend, my partner in crime, and my lover.

CHUN LI!!!

"Mirror, mirror"

Vines grow, then wither and die.
Eyes of judgment stare.
The girls of beauty pretend but don't care.
Materialistic dreams can never fly.
They would do anything, even lie.
A rabbit runs out of his hole.
He shouldn't have been that bold..
A tall dark man stands in front of the gates of hell.
He told me it is a mistake to have my soul for sale..
Greed is what takes most of us today.
I should've known what to say.

-Christina Pham

I miss...

my grandfather's stories. His experiences in the past was such a completely different world from ours.

I have a million reasons...

why I would rather live in the country side than a big city. I miss Tochigi, Japan.

Piano Lessons

I'm pretty much self-taught but ever since I can remember, I wanted piano lessons. Never had them. Someday will.

Joe Hisaishi

I wish...

my mother would look at me more.

Dale

Memphis, TN

You gotta have them sweet taaay!

Hikari Mitsushima in "Love Exposure"

She sort of reminded me of myself in the movie (as Yoko). Except she's hotter. Haha.

The Runaways

So I've always really liked Joan Jett throughout my high school years. Like many other women, she sort of brought out my wild side. I was really into Jrock back then, but Joan Jett was one of the very few female American artists that immediately took my attention.
I finally watched "The Runaways" today. Kristen Stewart and Dakota Fanning (I couldn’t believe it was really Dakota!) did an extraordinary performance. I’m starting to get really attached towards Kristen Stewart. Something about her intimidating face with sharp features makes me attracted to her. :p

Restless

I sit in my empty house, my room, feeling incomplete in a bizarre way. I read a book and watch mindless television to pass the time but I'm bothered. I want to go out, but I don't. I feel homesick yet, I'm home. But no worries, I am not depressed nor ill. I think I just miss having a busy schedule of work and school. With neither of them in my hands, I become lazy and troubled.

I bet I'll miss having this inactive life once I'm in school though...

H.O.T.D!!!!!

Just say no!

Like my parents, I can be quite a hoarder... I tend to keep too many clothes, shoes, and such... So that is why my summer goal is to throw out a closet full of things. I'm constantly trying my best to say "no" to myself every time I put something in a box. One thing I absolutely cannot let go of is my Sailor Moon collection... I will forever be a proud fan.

OC Fair (7-29)

The Girls

I miss...

Finally in Japan!

(picture: I couldn't catch a good picture on the bus. Sorry!)
Hi everyone! I'm sorry I haven't updated my posts!! I've been super busy from the trip, but here I am!!! It's about midnight right now in Japan (8:00am in California)! So far, I've gone to school, went shopping (in an awesome seven floor "mall"), ate TONS of food, met nice people, went to karaoke in a bar (I sang terribly), went to a very old Japanese traditional house, went to a Buddhist temple, and saw how Nissan cars are made and assembled! I actually got a small toy car from the company that is not sold in stores!!! Tomorrow, I get to meet my host family! I hope they're nice!! >___<;;

I want...

I want a room make over. T___T But I realized I own too many cute little things. I'll never have a clean simple room. Oh well!

FINALLY

I've been waiting for this for quite some time...and I finally got it! The official Miley Cyrus site said it would be out in stores on June 21st. I went to Target and NOPE, it says available on June 22nd!! Went back the next day and bought it excitingly like a hopeless teenage girl...lol.

I even got the Deluxe version...

Now I can do the "Liberty Walk". xD

Capsule Hotel

I want to spend an extra night in Tokyo in one of these. They're only about $30-$40 per night! Some people have blogged that they're more common for men though... We'll see how it goes!

SO CLOSE!!

I cried

I thought Grave of the Fireflies by Miyazaki was the saddest movie ever until I watched this. The style of the filming was very well done. I've never cried so much after a movie. That's all I can say.

Confession

I am strangely and slowly becoming a fan of Miley Cyrus.

Hmmm...

I don't know what to do with my hair! I miss my long hair yet I like my short hair. Should I get extensions?

Farewell Long Hair!!!

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For those of you who don't know, I do photo shoots. I wouldn't call myself a model, but lets just say it's a hobby. So last Monday, I went to a casting call for a company called Scruples that sells professional salon products. They were looking for 6 girls (including 1 asian) and turns out, I got the gig! So today, I went to Newport Beach to their salon (Salon Gregory) to get my hair done for the photo shoot. I was in there ALL DAY! First was the cut, then bleach (TWICE), and then the dye!

Turns out that these photos will be published in magazines promoting their products and will be advertised in 24 countries. AND, my photos will be on huge billboards in China (in at least 9 months from now). I'm still in shock!

Then on Monday and Tuesday (May 10&11), it'll be time for the photo shoot! I'm so excited!

Check out their website!!: http://www.scrupleshaircare.com/